Yes...I did take pictures!!!

Gizzmo's foot print!!


My Back yard looking east
My neighbor's driveway
The backyard looking south


Happy Thanksgiing!!!!
Luv Wendy

YEAH SNOW!!!!

It snowed yesterday!!! I rarely get to see snow before Turkey day and yesterday was just a blast!! On top of everything else I had the day off too!...My neighbor and I took our dogs for a walk while it snowed and if you see the pictures in my last blog my dog isn't very big and will only be a little bigger than what he is now!
Well Milo the neighbor is an American Bulldog...He's a big boy and watching Gizzmo trying to play like a big dog was sooo funny!
Im doing good I have possibly my last doctors appointment regarding my accident tomorrow!! At least thats what the doctor said at my last visit! It depends on if my rib is healing. I haven't had any problems lately but sometimes im uncomfortable in the morning. I sure hope it is healed! Then I can work full time again and possibly get a second job for a little bit!!!
I have been going to a great church, the only thing is the pastor preaches for only a half hour!! But it is filled with God's word and thats what matters most!
May you all be blessed
Wendy

PICTURES!!!

This is dedicated to my little man....He has been such a great comforter and love bug! He is the best cuddle buddy on cold nites while watching a movie! We are learning how to be obedient but as most of you know that with children they take a lot of patience!! I don't have kids but I do know what it's like to have one....kinda! Enjoy the pics!

ALCOHOL!!!!

I am BOYCOTTING any form of Alcohol in my life!! No having a glass of wine with dinner, not gonna have a cold beer with a friend, Believe it or not I'm not gonna even COOK with it! Im mad, REALLY MAD!!! I just found out yesterday that my God mother is dying with cerosis(cant spell and spell check isn't working) of the liver!!!

After having to deal with my dad in the hospital with drinking related problems and my mom on her way down the same path, I now have another special person in my life that I get to see suffer because of the choices that they made!! Im mad because I just don't understand why? Why lie that you are sober and then keep drinking anyways?? I mean I really have no room to talk after having my own problem with addiction to smoking(I have quit). My dad for instance...He was told that he should never put another alcoholic beverage into his body as he is leaving the hospital this summer and then he goes and sees his regular doctor who tells him that ONE drink a week is ok not one or two a nite. And then my mom doesn't stop drinking nor slow down the intake of how much she drinks, in front of my dad. So naturally he is gonna want to have a drink too.

I know why God alows these things to happen it just hurts and there is nothing I can do!
IM just frustrated that it's happening to the people I love so dearly and now at the rate that my mom drinks she's heading down the same road! I am a state away and I think that has helped me to deal with the things that I can't control!
Even my own husband has had problems with his drinking too. I have't been around him in 6 months to see how he is and now it's not my concern anymore. I guess everyone has that free will to live the way they want to.

Prayer really works!!!

Ok sooo Happy Belated Halloween! It was a good one for me! I had my arainment fro my accident(I got the ticket) and the Judge asked me how I plead and I got teary eyed and replied,"I guess guilty" I have never been before a judge and it frightened me a little. I didn't sleep at all the nite before and woke up sick to my stomach too. So by the time I saw the Judge I was ready to ralph!!! But thank God I didn't. I was 4th in line to speak with the dude and so he asked me if I have ever had any accidents in the last 5 years and I said "No" then he asked if I had any tickets in the last 5 years and I said "yes, 4 days before the accident." So I had to explain myself and so then he gave me 2 options! 1: pay the 225 dollar fine or 2: go to traffic Safety class.....UM....big decision here....Ill take traffic safety class!
I hope every one is well! I am feeling better but still don't have a car so it's a little frustrating. Not being able to go when I want to have to keep my puppy in a kennel when I am gone and sometimes it's all day. Yea my cousin lets him out when I am gone but I don't think other people should be caring for my animal. Oh well!
Ok short and sweet got to get ready for Church!
Wendy

One Month!!!!

Well it has been one whole month since I was crashed into, and I feel that maybe I may have another set back!! I have been in some amount of pain in the back rib cage and so I let my Doc know so he sent me to see the X-Ray dudes and after my pics were taken it was plain as day that I had 2 breaks!!!!! I was only told at the hospital that I had a break on the 5th rib in the front!!! But also I have one in the back too!! I just hope that I don't get set back anymore because I am a little discouraged Im not gonna lie, but that means I will only be limited to certain duties at work and then because I can't do a lot my hours will get cut! But here I am grumbling of the things in this world that once again I CANNOT CONTROL!!! Yes, I am trying to deal with this subject.

I almost wanted to give up and come back home and go back to Jason, which I knew would be the wrong thing to do but he knew how to comfort and hold me! But Im still here! The picture is of me 3 days after my accident!! The lighting is great cuz you cant see my black eye! Oh yeah make up works too :) My friend told me that we had to go out for dinner and hang out and that I needed some much needed change of atmosphere! So we went to sing Karaoke....ok so I haven't been to a bar in a LOOOOOOOOONG time and I know now why! I can't stand drunk people!!! We both sang a song and went home! It was Horrific! Needles to say we went back to her house ate Rocky road ice cream and watched some movies!! I like that much better than the Karaoke :) Oh I forgot to mention that it snowed last nite or this morning! I woke up and saw white all over the ground it was soooo pretty...But an hour later it was gone! Gizzmo loved it though and I have no pics to show for it but it's spupose to snow again so pics will be taken!

Ill try to write sooner than later!
Wendy

Life as I know it....

I have not been my happy self lately and I feel I need to get my thoughts out of my mind and onto "paper". Yesterday I probably cried half the day away. I was cancelled by my insurance company because I was delivering pizza's at the time of my accident and they don't cover transfering goods...so when I go to the grocery store am I not transfering goods. I feel really incomfortable all the time because of this broken rib. I now can feel(this is gross) the bones shift if I move a certain way....EEEEEEWWWWWW. I hate to go towork because all I think about on my way is that I could get tboned again pulling into work. I feel soo useless at work because I am only limited to 3 hours a shift and can only answer phones and make pizzas and fold boxes, you know lite duty can't slap out dough or get things from the walk in because they are over the weight limit I can carry I can't take the pizza's out of the oven because i cant lift my left arm very high cuz it hurts!! Yes this is what I call venting!!! I have been told by my former insurance company that the damage to the other vehical is over the amount of what was covered soo I will be probably buying a new BMW and on top of it all my two cats that I brought down here are now no where to be seen...possibly coyote food im guessing!!!!
So what have I learned??? HMMM God is still in control and I still need to praise Him for my trials. Even though it seems I can't handle it I make it thru another day. I am thankful that I was not fired from my job, I am thankful for the fact my sister is here and that her and Justin have been there for me. I am thankful that I have my cousins here to pray with me and give me encouragement. I am thankful for all my friends that have come thru and helped me with rides to work and doctor appointments! I am thankful im not in as much pain as I was a week ago. I can laugh a little before it starts to hurt :) I am most greatful that God allowed me to live!! What He wants me to learn I still don't know but one of these days I hope to figure it all out! There was a point last week that I wanted to pack everything up and come home but then I knew that I would fall back into Jason's comfort and delay the divorce process because that was one thing that I could count on with Jason was whenever I was hurt or not feeling well he was always there to hold me. Also because I need my church family. I have recieved many letters and cards and they are all soooooo encouraging to me and keeps me going knowing that I have a family back home that love me just as much as I love them! I know that thru this God is making me a stronger woman. Ok so I vented and redeemed myself...
Now for more serious stuff....I cannot belive the Seahawks got squashed yesterday and that the yankees are in the playoffs....EEEEEEEEEWWWWWWW
Love ya all
wendy